Time

"Time is the most precious gift you can be given, cherish it."
I said this to my sister after I heard the news.My mother, has 4-6 months left, our house is being turned into a hospice for her, with a bed and nurse and everything.I've still not,I've not... come to grips to losing her, to realizing time is not on her side, I am trying so hard to stay positive, but its so hard to. I pray again like I've been doing for the longest now, all of this really is a test to my faith and my own strength, I hope I make it out of this.

The people around me have been great in this situation, and I am thankful for them.It would be a lot harder without them, I'm going to look to them again for strength in this.As I try so valiantly to keep my head up.