Schools going good. Wish I could stop putting off work so late in the week though. Been sick this week very sick, but still managed to go to work and eventually do my work. Things in school are good and work is fine. Life itself feels sorta idle, I think after all the progress I made in changing things I fell back into that old rutt.
I don't really seem to care about it either, it's all school and work right now. I have no interest in a love life. And I wonder, if that's a bad thing. kinda feels like it might.
My birthday is this friday and I don't know what I'm going to do or even care about it. Just feels like another day.
One year ago yesterday my mother died. I think about her everyday I wake up. I miss her so much, I wish she was here to see me going back to school and doing good. She'd be proud of me. You can't always have what you want, because if you could I would still be with my girlfriend from last year.
