My Mood-Optimistic





Ah what can I say about today? It felt like a day of hope, I went out today, and had a deep conversation with a good friend of mine, just talked about goals and changes, and getting older, I still can't believe I'll be 28 in 2 months, She kept reminding me I'm not old, and I should not see it as getting old, but becoming "seasoned" I laugh because I remember telling her I'm not chicken lol.


My mom has been acting strange because of the pain pills she's taking, she's startled quickly and unaware of things at times, but she's doing better so that's good.I feel a little lonely, but I have hope for the future, I'm thinking of asking out nelly at some point soon, I don't know if I'm quite ready but It has been almost a month, I should try.