Tuesday, August 30, 2011

I hate it

I haven't cried this much in ever, setting up all the hospice stuff and talking to the lady about it, her telling us what will happen when certain situations happen with my mom, my sister breaks down and cries, I hold it together for a bit, then I start to cry, then my mother cries again. Then they both try to cheer me up and I cry again.


I hate all of this, I hate it, I hate my life, I hate this situation, I hate being by myself through this I hate it all, I'm gonna sleep all of today, I hate this I can't stop crying.

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