My mind in one place

All I can seem to think about right now is if she's going to talk to me, or say anything else, maybe I pushed too much with what I've said, I dunno, I looked at a picture of her again and I can't deny the fact that I feel so drawn to her, she's so beautiful. I never told her this, but I actually opened up more with my mother because of her. sigh.... I really do miss her a lot.