I slept most of the day, been feeling like shit because of my leg, and my ribs, like a bus ran me over and then had goons come out and hit me with a baseball bat. I am fighting the urge to smoke a cigarette right now, its extremely harder for some reason as the months go on. I dreamed about that life again, all day, it was wonderful, sometimes I wish I just fell into a coma and could stay there.
Meh I wonder if she even thinks about me anymore, does she miss me at all? I still miss her of course, I should call her, but what do I say? how do I conversate with her without letting out my feelings? Ah well just taking it one day at a time I suppose.
I still love you so much though.
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