How long does it take to truly get over your first love? I know I still am not over her, I've accepted where we stand but by no means am I over her, I write this now after waking up from a most wonderful dream about her again, when I woke up I felt a bit bummed out but eh life goes on. I don't think I'll ever really get over her like ever, and I probably won't feel like moving on until I finally meet someone again. Which I don't see happening with my mannerisms lately.
So, is it ok for me to stay in limbo like this? Still holding on to the first women to ever love me. I still see her face and hear her angelic voice when I think about her.Sometimes I have to fight back my tears when I relive the moments of her saying she loves me. I would give anything in the world to have her be in love with me again, but I can't force her to, so I'll just stay here, not moving on, not really dwelling just sorta stuck in between.
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