god I don't want to go through this every day, she's so out of it, she can't even think,as soon as I leave her room, I break down and cry, I cry as I write this, its so hard seeing her like this, she doesn't even know what she's doing I went back into her room to get her into bed,then she sat there for a while I just closed the door and started to cry,.


I don't want to see my mom like this,but I'll help her through it, my sisters are taking her gambling tomorrow, I hope she's up to it when she goes. Anyone who reads this, please pray for me and her, as I will be doing so myself.