It seems like the last day and a half has been more about time and growing up than anything else. While I was out today I happened to run into an old friend from high school, and it turns out she has kids,her daughter was really pretty and smiled at me and said hi, she asked me if I had any and I told her no,she said it was a shame that someone as handsome as me didn't have kids yet.
A lot of the friends in my life have kids, and sometimes it makes me a bit jealous of what they have, although kids are a handful, knowing you have a little you is probably the best gift you could possibly get.I talked about having kids with my ex, even had names picked out, Anne for a girl, and Wyatt for a boy. I actually had a dream about them the other day, and I almost told her, but I just said I didn't remember, I don't think it would've helped the situation.
when that day comes though, I want to be a better father than what my dad was to me, I'll always make sure to be in their life, and guide them through those hard times, help them figure themselves out,teach them how to drive a car (no one did that for me) tell them about love and loss and hopefully become their friend one day.
I'm not going to rush into parenthood, but it is something I am looking forward to one day.
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