I can't do this anymore, this hurts so much, she already loves someone else, not even a fucking week.My hand is covered in blood now,trying to mask this pain in my heart with my fists, I don't want to feel this way anymore, its not fair, I tried I kept trying, she said I'm not losing her, but her heart doesn't yearn for me anymore, I poured my heart and soul into my gift, into her, and I have nothing left.
These pills will help my pain for now, or they'll kill me, I don't want to have to wake up and think about this every time I dream she's there, our kids are there this fictional life is there, she says I'll get over her some day, but I don't want to, there aren't many like you, I don't want any of these stupid girls here, I don't want anyone but you.
I hope these pills take me away from all this I just want to sleep and dream about what I wanted my family,my children, my love, my hope, my happiness......
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