God why do I have to feel this way? why does it have to hurt so much? fuck love I swear I fucking hate it, I try to hate her, but it just makes me cry why?
these pills don't help so I don't take them, its not worth shit, but what do I do? do I just cry? do I finish making my hand a bloody mess? janet wouldn't want me to cry anymore, but its so hard, How could she fall in love with someone so quick? How can she not be in love with me anymore, this isn't fair, I just want to be with her, I want to hold her and rub my cheek up against hers I want to feel her breath on the back of my neck, I want her to have my children.
Is this what love does? Is it supposed to hurt like this? Fuck Love, I don't want this shit, its nothing but pain, I can't think of anything but her, people keep trying to tell me she's not worth it, fuck them, fuck everything I feel like my heart was run over with a steam roller, and then gently laid in my chest only to fall out and burn to cinder.
FUCK LOVE.
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