A friend I hadn't talked to in a while called me earlier tonight and asked me how I was doing,I felt the need to tell her everything that has happened in the last few months,she's always been like a big sister to me and I always felt so at ease telling her stuff. Most of what I talked about was my ex,I told her how I finally fell in love, and then lost it,twice.
She picked me up and we went to see some other friends and hang out,as I sat outside in the backyard looking up at the sky,I wondered what you were doing,and I don't know if I'll ever get over you completely, maybe you don't get over the first person you open your heart to."Its ok to still love her so much" she told me, "But you're going to have to find a way past all of it" "Yea" I said as I slowly made my way back inside.
I was so sure I was back,but talking about her to all my friends,even my nephew, its somewhat hard to let her go now,its like I'm finally getting to talk about her openly and share her with the other people in my life.Oh well,it still feels good to do so, I don't know what I'm going to do honestly, but I know I'll be ok again at some point.
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