I wish this day would end. I really wish it would. I wish I had someone to talk to, for now its just this blog. I walked my mother to the bathroom, but she didn't make it all the way and pee'd on me again today. I had to change my clothes, she cried and I told her its ok. I can barely understand what she's talking about half the time.

I miss the early part of the summer, when things were new and fun and waking up was exciting.Now, I have to do something just to want to wake up in the morning.