As I sit back and listen to 2pac's "dear mama" I write this crying again, first day without my mother, I miss her so much already and will do so for the rest of my life.I got so many calls once people found out, there were so many who loved her and cared for her, I have more people than I thought for spreading my mother's ashes, and I might have to make a speech before so, which I am so scared to do.
Not because of a loss of words, I just don't know if I'll be able to stay completely focused emotionally to be the voice for that day, but I might just have to.
I will always love you mommy.
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