just like my mom, she's gone forever, I should be over this, its been long enough I guess, but I still love her because I'm just a stupid helpless sack of shit. I'm glad you're finally able to sustain your happiness wish it was with me, but I am happy for you, someone should be happy. May not seem like I am happy for you with what I said last time I said anything to you, which was calling you a cold insensitive self indulgent bitch. I don't even know if you'll read this (probably won't) but know that what I said was me lashing out because of me losing my mom.
I still feel so lonely, I hope I can find what you have some day. God I miss you, and boy do I miss my mom too, I love you both, always.
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