Well today is my birthday, and well it sorta sucked, I'm stuck with a clusterfuck of problems, lets start with my dad. While he was over here helping, he decided it was ok to drink and keep me up till 3-4 in the morning going in and out of the fridge mumbling.After I went to work the next day I told my sister to make sure he left by the time I got home.
He did, later that day (tuesday) he called my sister drunk, asked to come over to bring me a present, but I didn't really want to see him so she told him to wait a while because its not a good time now.He instead leaves a voice mail saying that we should just consider him dead and that he's done trying. Oh you started trying? I didn't even notice, ok your dead to me not like its going to change how things were the last 20 odd years anyway.
Second my middle sister, she's still being petty even after finding out our mother had passed, too busy worrying about a 800 dollar phone bill she has now because we left her family plan, calling my sister an asshole and saying she and my mom were scamming her. My sister thinks she's just venting and taking out her frustration on her this way over the loss of my mom. I hope so because if not it would make her one cold bitch.
Last, today on my birthday, my nephew's wife comes over and tells me he has been arrested on a federal charge for trying to cash a bullshit check at the bank, just what we need now of all times, that boy needs to grow up and take responsibility for himself and not hang around the wrong people as he is doing, he could be in for the minimum of 2 years.
top this off with my mom passing and you have the greatest ingredients for the best birthday ever! /sarcasm I've totally written off anything that was bothering me with my ex, its just another problem that I don't need, I put her up as this sweet person who will always care for me,but she's too wrapped up in her own world to even give condolences let alone tell me happy birthday today, when it was just 3 months ago I poured my heart out into a beautiful poem for her. I guess she's not the girl I thought she was. Now I can really move on entirely from wanting anything from her ever again, she can live her life and ignore everything else that happeneds around her all she wants, I obviously never meant enough to her for her to care anymore at all or even acknowledge me.
Happy Birthday Junior, they won't all be like this. I hope.
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