I know it shouldn't matter,or I shouldn't even think of it,but my ex hasn't said anything to me since my mother's passing, I'm sure she knows by now. Figured if you cared about someone and loved them at some point, you would want to know how they are dealing with the loss, seeing as how they went through it too.


I should've just stayed away because shit like this is why I shouldn't be around, no matter what I do on there she still lingers in the back of my mind.She's not obligated to say anything to me, and I'm not looking for her pity, I dunno its just I don't know.


oh well whatever I guess. Wednesday is going to be the worse birthday ever.