Heh, this blog is active again, go figure it happens when she makes an appearance in my life again. I've come to enjoy them a lot. I might be reaching myself if I think something between us can happen again. She's been the only thing on my mind the last few days, I just hope I don't set myself up for more heartbreak.
Thinking about her makes me happy though, imaging how life could end up being with her. I am the type who is very loyal and will do whatever I can for those I love. I found myself thinking about her again today and decided to write this,
I messaged her again and left the ball in her court, she holds the power, she always did, and that was always fine with me. I just want to hear her voice again, hear her laugh. She makes me feel good, she makes me feel important. I love how she makes me feel, I miss her so much.
Am I lingering too long? it's been four years,and a single sentence is enough to make me want to put a baby in her. Having kids with her, we'd be the best team, or least I'd always thought we would. I'm getting carried away, Just being able to talk to her again would be ok for now, the other stuff can stay in my dreams.
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