starting to feel numb to feelings in general. A good friend of mine is going through so much right now and I've been there to help her out, but I feel like I'm so numb to bad things that I sometimes don't take into account her feelings. She wants to go out this Saturday for lunch. I said yes but I don't know how to talk about all of this that she's been through.
I feel so weird right now, so far away from everyone, just in my own fucking world doing whatever I please. I feel so selfish but thinking and knowing about it makes me even more selfish to me.
god sometimes I hate all of this. so much. Also feeling jealous, because I just cannot see my fucking ex one day. And the day I decide to read one of her posts it just makes me jealous as hell. It's my own fault for reading the damn thing.
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