I plan to post more often and more random based on whats going on with me.


like being awake at almost 12 am when I have to get up @ 4 30 yay me!

Regrets

I decided to look back on whats been about almost a year of blogging,I seemed to have spent way too much time talking about my love life, or events that bring me down, I kinda regret being so dramatic last year, looking back at it I wish I could just slap myself for how I reacted after my break up.

I've just enrolled in school, it looks like my loans and everything will cover my two years in getting my bachelor's in creative writing.I'm extremely excited to get started, and a bit nervous at the same time, writing as you can see, is my passion, but I hope my writing can take me places that aren't always dark and sad.

I'm sure there is more to my writing than just melancholy short stories. I should begin classes at the end of next month, a new future has been brought into foresight and I can't wait to seize this opportunity and run with it. Wish me luck!

new directions and new goals

Well I'm single again, which is fine with me now, things were kinda dying off with my girlfriend and we decided it was time to just let things go and move on.I don't feel sad,I feel a sense of....I can't put it in words, I just kinda know things weren't going to work and I feel its for the best so she can find someone who will really love her.

I've been spending less time going out now after doing so much living for the last 5-6 months,I've love spending more time doing random stuff and enjoying whats out there, but I haven't had too much time to have some time to myself lately and today I'm going to do that.

I hope I can get through this sunday, it'll be the first mother's day since my mom has passed, I don't know how I'll feel.

Been a little while since I've written on here, so much has happened that I don't want to really talk about all of it all atm, I missed airing out whats on my mind though, I feel somewhat clogged up with stuff.